Unexperienced

Unexperienced
By: pmpkty

You know it's kind of funny how life can be so different. I never really noticed how things can suddenly change for the worse or the better. Life kind of threw me a curve ball, but it was nothing bad. I've always been a bit different, nothing major but just minor things. I've always been 5'4" but back in high school I weighed 99 lbs the whole time. I could never get a date; guys didn't even look at me. It just seemed like the guys wanted someone who had make up caked on her face than me.

I was pretty quiet, I spoke to people but I wasn't a part of any one group, I was more or a loner. It was impossible for me to stand out in a crowd but I was happy with that. I graduated from high school and went to where no one knew me, the military. I began to notice a few of my difference from the other people around me, it had nothing to do with me being virgin at 19 or only having kissed a boy for the first time a year before. I was someone who they admired for one reason or another. I was the smart one, and I liked making everyone laugh. People gravitated towards me and I realized I did not have to try so hard any more and I understood a few things at that point. I had a friend that said I had a silent beauty; I never knew what that meant until he said, "You have fire that burns inside of you and one day people will flock to you and see how amazing you really are."

I eventually met the person I would loose my virginity to. He was taller than me had blue eyes. He had a runner's body and was very sexy, but dumb as hell I soon came to realize. We did the normal things people our age did, went to the movies, bowling and such. That day we finally decided to be together, we had ideas about what sex was suppose to be like, but it was nothing like that. We kissed a lot, and I lay down on the bed and he slowly pushed into me, I didn't understand a lot about sex then but I knew pain and that hurt. My body started to adjust to him and it was over. I thought if this is what its like then I can live without it. I got up afterwards kissed him goodbye and left. As I said I was ignorant about most things sexual, I knew what went where but didn't realize that people liked different things. We had sex a few more times, I wanted to see if it would get better, it was still just ok, nothing amazing, or that would make my eyes roll into the back of my head. He went to the army after that and although we still speak, we never have sex.

Even though my first sexual partner wasn't the best I began to notice a slight change in my body, it was like something inside of me had woken up. My body grew sensitive to touch, and my panties were wet all of the time. My body was hungry and for what I didn't know, it hurt but felt so good at the same time, I liked this and eventually started too really like the sweet pain of wanting something. There were times when I would sit and rub my hands up and down my arms thinking about a guy doing this instead of me. I would look at men's hands when I met them, and thought about those hands touching my breasts, and moving across my body.

There would be times when I wanted to know more about masturbation so I would experiment with touching my pussy know that I liked some things but not others. When I wasn't able to try touching myself I would squeeze my legs shut and it would temporarily relieve the aching in my body. It was like a small dose of pleasure, it made me want more, to get more of what I wanted I would have to know more. I hated asking people questions about sex so I went to the local borders and bought the book called What Your Mother Didn't Teach You About Sex. I had so many questions that I was afraid to ask, I read the beginning and it said you can't expect to know true pleasure if you don't know what you look like, I got a mirror and looked at my pussy, I touched my pussy with my fingers exploring.

I was looking at my pussy; I could feel the wetness as I was watching myself. That was the first time I shaved my pussy. I placed a warm towel over me, the removed it to put the shave gel on. My pussy was burning, not in a bad way; everything about it was so good. After the hair was gone, I could see my pussy lips, my skin was so sensitive, and it felt great when I ran my hand up and down my wet slit. I felt lighter, cleaner, and I wanted to show someone my clean shaven pussy. I went back to the mirror and admired my shaved pussy, not only did it feel smooth, I looked smooth as well. I touched my pussy again, this time being able to really see myself in the mirror; I slipped one finger inside and worked it in and out. The wetness was flowing from my pussy when I slipped another finger inside, and continued to move in and out. I started touching my clit and my body melted; I couldn't stop shivering I felt tension build through out my whole body. I didn't make myself cum, but I learned a lot about myself that day.

I'd read so many books, and learned so much, I wanted to test what everything. That was around the time I met Ben. He was handsome in so many ways; he had dark black hair and beautiful green eyes. He was smart, funny and had a smile that would light up a room. We went out for at least two months before we had sex, I remember that night perfectly. He grabbed me and started kissing me, it was the sweetest kiss I'd ever had. It was just sweet though, there was no passion behind it, and I wanted that fire that made people want to rip their clothes off. He undressed me slowly and kissed me as he removed each article of clothing, it made my body tingle and I felt small shivers rush all over me. Ben picked me up and placed me on the bed, then removed his clothing and moved beside me. He kissed me again this time more as if he needed something. His hands moved all over my body, touching the swell of my breasts and flicking his fingers across my nipples making me rise into him.

I liked watching him play with my breasts, he gently squeezed them and flicked my nipples and he move his mouth down l licked my right nipple. It felt really good, and I wanted to feel it again, he leaned down again and did the same with his tongue as he did with his fingers, he flicked his tongue back and forth across my nipple then sucked it into his mouth. I could feel his tongue rolling over my nipple and his hand on my other nipple, it felt good. This was a complete step up from the last few disasters. He moved his mouth and hands from my breasts, he kissed and nipped at the skin there, I wanted him to move lower faster. This was killing me; I'd never been so turned on before. He kissed lower until he was just above my pussy and I moved against him to hopefully get his lips to make contact with my wet pussy. He looked up at me and said, "You are so beautiful." All I could say was thank you, and that's when he ran his finger along my wet pussy. He replaced his finger with his tongue and it's started to feel ok. I don't know what I was expecting but I was thinking it's got to get better than this. He flicked his tongue over my clit a few times and when it started feeling good, he stopped.

I looked down at him as if saying is that it. He started licking me again and slid one finger then two inside my pussy. He moved them in and out and was licking my pussy and it was so good. I was finally realizing how this was supposed to feel when he stopped. I couldn't help but ask why he stopped and he said you seem ready now and before I could say anything he got up and rolled a condom on and pushed in. I figured it was ok because I didn't know any better but I soon learned. He entered me slowly then he leaned down to kiss me, the kiss was nice and ended quickly. He started moving in and out faster it got to a point where I didn't feel anything and I was just laying there with my legs open. I did everything I thought I should do but nothing I wanted to do. It kind of reminded me of rabbits having sex, so fast it was like a blur. I didn't feel anything, it didn't hurt but it didn't feel good. When he finally finished, I lay there thinking I'm so done with sex. He said, "You were wonderful, I think I will like making love to you." You could fairly say I was disappointed yet again.

Ben and I stayed together for a few more months before calling it off. It still wasn't there, I wanted, needed something great and he couldn't give it to me. I'd had sex with a few more guys and still it just wasn't good, I figured the only common thing was me, it felt great for them, but never for me. I started to learn about masturbating. I watched it in movies, and read it in books, I wanted to know and feel as much as I could. I learned how I like my pussy to be touched and I wanted the rest of my body to be touched as well. I never realized that the whole body could be included in a sexual experience, only though of my nipples and pussy. After I'd learned more about myself and my body I wanted to try sex again, but I was afraid that it would be even worse. A few months went by and I continued on with masturbating and learning what I could about my body.

I took a trip to Seattle to visit my very best friend Eric. I was so glad to see him, we had been friends for a long time and there has always been this thing between us but it was never explored. Here I was on vacation in a beautiful city and we were both single, what were the odds? He picked me up from the airport and we drove to the hotel. I got ready for the evening we met one of his friends, Derrick and we were instantly invited to someone's birthday and we went. We were completely drunk by midnight and needed someone to take us back to the hotel. Since Eric was staying with me all was good. His friend derrick had been making moves on me all night, feeling me up as we danced, "helping me" on top of the mechanical bull, and teaching me how to play pool. I later found out that he had a bet with Eric saying he could get me into bed before him, but Eric already knew what I had in mind.

We got back to the hotel and Eric left his stuff in the car, Derrick walked me upstairs and as soon as we got into the room he dropped his pants and tried to push me on my knees. I told him he could pull up his pants and leave and to have a good evening. Eric came back up and I never said what happened. He kissed me and there was such passion behind it. It was almost like I was being devoured, like he not only wanted me, but he needed me. He turned me away from him and pulled my shirt over my head, he kissed my neck and down my back. Part of me said we shouldn't do this but something told that part of me to shut up. I knew Eric loved me and his touch showed me that, he held me in my arms as if trying to protect me. He removed my bra and reached his hands around to touch my breasts and play with my nipples. His body felt so warm against mine and I fell back into him feeling comfortable, for the first time my body felt alive and I could breathe. As his hands rubbed my heated flesh I could feel the excitement tingle through out my body. He leaned down to bite me on the neck and I pushed into him harder hoping for more.

He turned me towards him and kissed me, I thought my knees would give out from the power behind his kiss. He pulled me closer to him and the air escaped my body, his lips danced across mine and slowly his tongue slipped into my mouth. When he pulled back I could still taste him on my lips it was completely intoxicating. I wanted to taste more of him, I moved my hands down and lifted his shirt above his head and tossed it somewhere. I pushed him onto the bed and kissed down his body to pull his pants off. I tossed those as well and went back up to kiss him. I would my way down licking his nipples as I went and I felt him suck in air and he hissed as the air came rushing out of his body. I couldn't wait any longer I wanted to taste his cock, feel it in my mouth. By the time I got to it, his cock was rock hard. I took him into my mouth and as soon as my lips closed around him I felt his body go limp.

I liked trying to push him as far into my mouth as he could go. I couldn't get enough, I wanted more and I was going to get it. I lathered his dick and wrapped both hands around it feeling his cock pulse in my hands made me wetter. I turned my body closer towards him as if I was going to climb on top of him but instead I leaned against him. I know he expected me to be between his legs and the closeness warmed my body. I felt his hand move up my leg and stop on my thigh and I could do nothing to control the trembling in my body, I wanted to make him cum, and then get him hard again so he could fuck my wet pussy. I started to work harder to squeeze his hot cum out and I pushed him in and out of my mouth with both hands squeezing. He was so hard he was purple, he needed to know what I wanted so I told him, "I want you to cum for me, come I want you to cum so I can get you hard again because I want you to fuck my pussy. I felt his fingers slide into my pussy and he felt how wet I was. He started to push into my mouth and his fingers pushed deep inside my pussy. I squeezed his cock with my hands and he shot his load into my mouth. He fell back on to the bed and tried to start breathing again, I swallowed his hot cum.

He pulled me on top of his face and stuck his tongue out and started licking me. I'd never felt as good as I did then, his tongue felt amazing on my pussy. I could feel my pussy juice on his face. He reached his hands over my body and grabbed my breasts again, I felt myself melt into, I had to be careful or I would suffocate him. He moved his hands to my ass and he pushed his tongue deeper in to me. I looked down at his cock and he was already hard again, he reached his hands around and rubbed my clit. With that and thinking about his cock in my pussy it pushed me over the edge. As good as my body felt riding the wave of my orgasm I still wanted him inside of me.

He positioned me on my back to start, I know it was the first time for us but he knew I liked to watch someone enter me for the first time of the evening. Knowing this is what he was preparing me for I felt the wetness flowing from my pussy. He positioned himself in front of me and before he pushed forward he asked if I was sure I wanted to do this and I assured him I was very sure. He pushed the head of his cock into me and pulled out, and then he pushed in again and sank until he was completely inside of me. I stared into his which were a beautiful shade of blue and begged him to fuck me harder. He pushed inside me harder pushing my body and it felt great. He bent down to suck my nipples and my body hummed with the signs of impending orgasm. I wanted him to tease me, to make me beg for him to fuck me harder and faster. I was so close and I wanted him to push me over the edge. I'd never had an orgasm so I was hoping that tonight would be the night. Nothing has ever felt this good and I wanted it to keep going.

It felt like my body was on fire, I wanted, no needed one thing and that was to keep him moving inside of me. He pulled his cock out and pulled me on top of him, I rode his cock until I though I was going to burst. I was on the edge and I wanted to jump, I moved up and down on his cock and rubbed my hard clit. My whole body was completely tense, and it felt like I was free falling. My body trembled in my orgasm, how could anything be this good and everyone not love it. I collapsed on his body and he picked me up and placed me on my stomach. He grabbed my hips and guided himself into me again, who knew that such wonderful feelings could be created again. I thought I was done, and he showed me just how wrong I was. He pushed in and out of me and I held on to the bed, and he rocked into me. I head guys couldn't last too long in this position so I squeezed his dick with my pussy. He wrapped his hand around my body and started playing with my clit.

He whispered in my ear, "I'm going to cum, soon, I want you to cum with me. Tell me when you are close." He moved faster in and out of me and our bodies rocked in harmony. Our bodies slammed together one last time and I was beyond ecstasy, my whole body was fucked, my body and my mind. As I was cumming he flicked m clit and I could only yell that I was cumming. I felt my pussy squeeze all of the juice from his cock and it felt fantastic. I could hear his moans and grunts when his cum shot into my pussy. It was the most amazing feeling, I was filling up with his cum and he fell beside me. His softening cock slid out with a plop. And we lay there spooning with him running his hands over my body. We talked for a short time and eventually drifted off to sleep. I could honesty say I was no longer disappointed.